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Why

why  does this to me 

Maybe deep down this is my own dose of my medicine i have always been known as a heart breaker 

but that the tables have been turned 

i just cant seem to take it

its so overwhelming 

i cant breathe sometimes

sometimes i cant move my body

lately i have been hurting 

my pain is in my heart 

there’s nothing to cure it 

and i know it……

Understand the emotion of jealousy. A combination of fear and anger, jealousy is fed by the fear of losing someone (or a cherished situation/state of affairs) and anger that someone else is “moving in” on the person or situation that is of value to you personally. It’s a destructive and ignoble emotion and nothing good can come of it, so recognition of its occurrence is your number one self-defense.

 i mean i hate to admit it but im really feeling like this…….

He’s Mine

I don’t know whats gotten into me

but i do know that he’s mine

 I may not be around him all time 

but he is & will be on my mind

I use to wish that we could have been together

but the reality is the that we aren’t ready

so i find myself asking question like

is its possible that Im turning into Ike

i know that he is not my man 

but he’s not someone that i dont want to let go of right now

it really does hurts 

so much

i cry until Im dry

Im so sad that is bad 

I love you 

but you’re not ready 

and its hard for me to think about him with someone else