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Why

Tue, 14 May 2013 13:36:00 -0400

why does this to me

Maybe deep down this is my own dose of my medicine i have always been known as a heart breaker

but that the tables have been turned

i just cant seem to take it

its so overwhelming

i cant breathe sometimes

sometimes i cant move my body

lately i have been hurting

my pain is in my heart

there’s nothing to cure it

and i know it……

Understand the emotion of jealousy. A combination of fear and anger, jealousy is fed by the fear of...

Tue, 14 May 2013 13:18:27 -0400

Understand the emotion of jealousy. A combination of fear and anger, jealousy is fed by the fear of losing someone (or a cherished situation/state of affairs) and anger that someone else is “moving in” on the person or situation that is of value to you personally. It’s a destructive and ignoble emotion and nothing good can come of it, so recognition of its occurrence is your number one self-defense.

i mean i hate to admit it but im really feeling like this…….

He's Mine

Tue, 14 May 2013 12:55:00 -0400

I don’t know whats gotten into me

but i do know that he’s mine

I may not be around him all time

but he is & will be on my mind

I use to wish that we could have been together

but the reality is the that we aren’t ready

so i find myself asking question like

is its possible that Im turning into Ike

i know that he is not my man

but he’s not someone that i dont want to let go of right now

it really does hurts

so much

i cry until Im dry

Im so sad that is bad

I love you

but you’re not ready

and its hard for me to think about him with someone else

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I know that it is hard to believe but I am the most insecure...

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 12:08:00 -0500

I know that it is hard to believe but I am the most insecure person…….ever since I left high school I have been so insecure about my weight. I use to be a size 7 and now I’m a size 10. I feel like a fat ass pig…. :( i guess that is one of the many reasons why I don’t take pictures of my self anymore.

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Snack time

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Snack time

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Wed, 09 Jan 2013 02:20:25 -0500

what causes us to have dreams….

dreams that are so terrible

that seems too real that it comes true….

INSECURITY is not one of those thing you cant just cure

and once you reach that stage it is hard to recover from it….

i was told not to think so heavily on your dreams

the most difficult thing in my life is balancing between the two…….. LOVE &...

Thu, 27 Dec 2012 17:32:08 -0500

the most difficult thing in my life is balancing between the two……..

LOVE & XBOX LIVE

i know which one is important but at times i just want to escape reality by playing my games because usually i use alcohol to do this but sense i cant by it for myself i hae to play my game ….

Sometimes I wish I could be the most incredible person in the world but I realize that I am only...

Tue, 27 Nov 2012 17:37:36 -0500

Sometimes I wish I could be the most incredible person in the world but I realize that I am only one little quiet person…….

looks yummy!!!

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looks yummy!!!

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Dream House #2

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Dream House #2

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